Now I'm lonely. :(
Jul. 5th, 2005 09:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
starzkiJ. left this morning and now
I'm desolate. And a little drunk because I thought I could finish
the beer in the fridge without any help. I think I may have been
wrong. But there's only one beer left and an entire night for me
to drink it. Once I'm finished with the one I'm drinking now.
Ugh. Tomorrow morning will be fun.
If J. were here, she'd help me. :( It feels so empty here now. We were really good roommates. And we still are. I have a tiny apartment and we still managed not to step on one another's toes and have our private times and still have a terrific time for her whole stay here. I'm so glad that she's happy again. She was scaring the everliving shit out of me for a while, there.
And fun was had. We went out with the Usual Suspects a couple of times. She met the crush. I have her approval even though he was being quiet and didn't say two words to her the entire night. I'm so never going to date him. But he ignored me, too, so that makes me want him more. Cute boys need to stop being challenges around me. It only encourages me.
Whereas nice boys that I've known for years who show a sudden interest will send me running in the exact opposite direction. *Ahem.*
I need to work. My lovely advisor told me she wants to see something out of me soon. Or else. Alright, there was no implied threat, but I think she does realize that I've been putting off the writing I need to do. I'll work tomorrow.
Once the hangover's done. :-P
Ugh. Tomorrow morning will be fun.
If J. were here, she'd help me. :( It feels so empty here now. We were really good roommates. And we still are. I have a tiny apartment and we still managed not to step on one another's toes and have our private times and still have a terrific time for her whole stay here. I'm so glad that she's happy again. She was scaring the everliving shit out of me for a while, there.
And fun was had. We went out with the Usual Suspects a couple of times. She met the crush. I have her approval even though he was being quiet and didn't say two words to her the entire night. I'm so never going to date him. But he ignored me, too, so that makes me want him more. Cute boys need to stop being challenges around me. It only encourages me.
Whereas nice boys that I've known for years who show a sudden interest will send me running in the exact opposite direction. *Ahem.*
I need to work. My lovely advisor told me she wants to see something out of me soon. Or else. Alright, there was no implied threat, but I think she does realize that I've been putting off the writing I need to do. I'll work tomorrow.
Once the hangover's done. :-P
