yikes

[starzki]

Well, I've done it again.  I'm going out again with the Usual Suspects tonight.  Just for dinner.  I actually have school tomorrow even though they might not.  We're going to a German restaurant "for the German beer."  Oh joy.

I wonder if the Crush is going to be there.  I just don't know how I feel about him.  I can sit here and say that I don't feel a thing about him other than basic friendship.  But then I just had a strange dream last night where I went on and on to the Crush's best friend's wife about how hot I thought the Crush was.  I'm all confused.  And confusion not a state of mind I enjoy.

And I just remembered how broke I am.  Damn.  I can't afford having friends with actual jobs.