![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
starzkiI'm goddammed hot enough! I give!
And now that I've had a chance to look in a mirror, the guy cut off like 5 inches of hair, not 3. It feels so short. I guess I should be grateful, being that it's still so hot, but it's supposed to cool down on Thursday and then I'm screwed. But I did get some compliments on it, so it's okay for now, I guess.
I see the Crush soon as we will be playing soccer together by the end of the month. I should really stop calling him the Crush because I'm no longer crushing on him, but I'll do so just for consistency's sake. Plus, it's not out of the realm of possibility that I'll resume my crush on him. Whatever. I'm a little nervous about seeing him again. I haven't really talked to him since that night. What a jerk! (right, like I have any room to talk)
I had a wonderfully productive day. I had 2 meetings. I told my advisor that I thought it might be best if I pushed prelims back to February and she gave me this relieved look and said, "Oh, good. Now I won't have 2 students taking them at the same time. I'm glad you want to delay. You don't want to rush through this." And I was prepared for an argument. Silly me. And I'm finding that I actually have things to contribute to our project group meetings instead of sitting there and giving dazed looks to the brilliant minds around me. I still do sit in awe of how smart other people are, but at least I'm giving as good as I'm getting. There may be hope for me, yet.
I've slept for five nights in a row! It's amazing! I feel so much better and I'm almost cheerful again! If only it would cool down...
PS. I'm calling it right now, 11:14 PM October 4th: I'm 2 huge bags of candy corn into October. I think I can only take 2 more bags until I'm done with them for another year. It's also the only food I have in the apartment.
And now that I've had a chance to look in a mirror, the guy cut off like 5 inches of hair, not 3. It feels so short. I guess I should be grateful, being that it's still so hot, but it's supposed to cool down on Thursday and then I'm screwed. But I did get some compliments on it, so it's okay for now, I guess.
I see the Crush soon as we will be playing soccer together by the end of the month. I should really stop calling him the Crush because I'm no longer crushing on him, but I'll do so just for consistency's sake. Plus, it's not out of the realm of possibility that I'll resume my crush on him. Whatever. I'm a little nervous about seeing him again. I haven't really talked to him since that night. What a jerk! (right, like I have any room to talk)
I had a wonderfully productive day. I had 2 meetings. I told my advisor that I thought it might be best if I pushed prelims back to February and she gave me this relieved look and said, "Oh, good. Now I won't have 2 students taking them at the same time. I'm glad you want to delay. You don't want to rush through this." And I was prepared for an argument. Silly me. And I'm finding that I actually have things to contribute to our project group meetings instead of sitting there and giving dazed looks to the brilliant minds around me. I still do sit in awe of how smart other people are, but at least I'm giving as good as I'm getting. There may be hope for me, yet.
I've slept for five nights in a row! It's amazing! I feel so much better and I'm almost cheerful again! If only it would cool down...
PS. I'm calling it right now, 11:14 PM October 4th: I'm 2 huge bags of candy corn into October. I think I can only take 2 more bags until I'm done with them for another year. It's also the only food I have in the apartment.
