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Issues, then meme
Jan. 11th, 2011 09:55 amThis Christmas, when asked what I wanted from my parents, I could only think of one thing. I wanted a gift certificate to a nice spa. The stress of not having an actual career, doing an exhausting job search, living at home, and not knowing what the future holds has been building up over the months. I just wanted some time to be pampered and hopefully take the stress level down a notch or two.
Because my family is awesome, I got a nice gift certificate to a spa in the nearby city. I called up yesterday and booked a 2 hour massage for this weekend. It's completely hedonistic of me.
And I haven't stopped feeling guilty about it since.
It's a lovely reward for a person who hasn't really done anything. I'm trying. I'm trying really, really hard. But I still don't have much to show for it. I know a lot of it is out of my control, but that doesn't change the fact that I feel bad for my lack of success.
Basically, I've done nothing to deserve the pampering and I shouldn't have asked for it in the first place. Those are my feelings.
[/self-esteem issues]
Anyway, time to meme!
( Day 06 - The best kiss? )
Because my family is awesome, I got a nice gift certificate to a spa in the nearby city. I called up yesterday and booked a 2 hour massage for this weekend. It's completely hedonistic of me.
And I haven't stopped feeling guilty about it since.
It's a lovely reward for a person who hasn't really done anything. I'm trying. I'm trying really, really hard. But I still don't have much to show for it. I know a lot of it is out of my control, but that doesn't change the fact that I feel bad for my lack of success.
Basically, I've done nothing to deserve the pampering and I shouldn't have asked for it in the first place. Those are my feelings.
[/self-esteem issues]
Anyway, time to meme!
( Day 06 - The best kiss? )
