I keep doing this to myself
Sep. 12th, 2005 08:45 pmOut of the blue, on my walk this
evening with the puppy, the Boy rode up to us and said hi. Of
course we acted like nothing had happened, did the little dance we
always do when we're convincing ourselves that we're just
friends. It would be fine, too (I happen to like that dance), if
I didn't know it was all an act on his part.
Whatever.
So I came home and asked out the Crush. Well, kind of. I did it in a way that isn't at all asking him out. More like I spammed my friends and asked them if they wanted to go to a game. But he's on the list and he's really the only one I care about coming with me.
It's not like I don't have enough to do. My article is going out (hopefully) on Wednesday. I have a presentation to give tomorrow after my project meeting. I just signed up for soccer that starts this weekend. I should finish chapter 3 of the fanfic. I should get going on prelims. I have a bazillion emails to answer.
I don't need boys.
But I feel surprisingly upbeat about the whole thing. Go fig.
Whatever.
So I came home and asked out the Crush. Well, kind of. I did it in a way that isn't at all asking him out. More like I spammed my friends and asked them if they wanted to go to a game. But he's on the list and he's really the only one I care about coming with me.
It's not like I don't have enough to do. My article is going out (hopefully) on Wednesday. I have a presentation to give tomorrow after my project meeting. I just signed up for soccer that starts this weekend. I should finish chapter 3 of the fanfic. I should get going on prelims. I have a bazillion emails to answer.
I don't need boys.
But I feel surprisingly upbeat about the whole thing. Go fig.