Fingers crossed...
Jul. 23rd, 2005 08:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
starzkiI'm out with the Usual Suspects
again tonight. I've been trying to hydrate all day to prepare for
it. And I also made sure to have a full lunch and dinner.
But I still have the feeling that my friends are going to be the death
of me tonight. I love 'em, but they're killing me.
I'm hoping the Crush will be there. It would be nice to take my mind off of Mr. Stupid-What's-His-Face. Plus, the Crush is a nice guy who is a good friend to me. So I hope he's there, anyway, even in a non-Crush capacity.
I worked all day perfecting my first article. Maybe not all day, but I actually worked on it on a weekend. It's starting to sink in that there is actually going to be something out there with my name on it as the official first author. But as I'm rereading it, I'm just horribly ashamed of it. It still feels like I'm not good enough. The research is good in it, even my analyses, but it's boring as all hell to read.
So to take my mind away, I've been trying to come up with another fanfic. Maybe a long one. I just have to find a way to make sure my notoriously short attention span doesn't fizzle out on it half way through. I'm thinking... always thinking.
I'm hoping the Crush will be there. It would be nice to take my mind off of Mr. Stupid-What's-His-Face. Plus, the Crush is a nice guy who is a good friend to me. So I hope he's there, anyway, even in a non-Crush capacity.
I worked all day perfecting my first article. Maybe not all day, but I actually worked on it on a weekend. It's starting to sink in that there is actually going to be something out there with my name on it as the official first author. But as I'm rereading it, I'm just horribly ashamed of it. It still feels like I'm not good enough. The research is good in it, even my analyses, but it's boring as all hell to read.
So to take my mind away, I've been trying to come up with another fanfic. Maybe a long one. I just have to find a way to make sure my notoriously short attention span doesn't fizzle out on it half way through. I'm thinking... always thinking.
