starzki | sweet, sweet, blissful sleep (Reply)

Finally got a normal night's sleep last night, at home, with the puppy there and everything for the first time in 10 days. I'm still really tired, but at least I feel like I can go the whole day without dissolving into tears at the slightest provocation.

And the Pupster is doing a little better. Poor guy. Anxiety disorders (among other things) run in the family, so I know how tough it is to have one. But he's doing well with the anti-anxiety pills that I had to beg the vet for (crying and yelling) and he is chilling out rather nicely. He's still a little off, but he no longer has a fear of being inside the apartment. I also scrubbed the floors. I don't know if that has anything to to with anything, but the Pup is no longer pining to be outside and I now have clean floors.

Maybe now I can get my life back together.

Maybe I'll write some more.